Awkward silence
Bad memories
Pain lies in the past
Softly killing me
Bad temper
Negative thoughts
Making myself feel better
No matter the cost
Fake smiles
Lack of care
It's so much
Tension in the air
It's so had to bear
There's fear
Of being caught
In a vulnerable moment
You don't wanna share
So lies are created
For questions like..
How are things going?
How are you doing?
You seem so happy
Ever think about moving?
I reply
With a smile in my eyes
To conceal all the lies
That's been going on all my life
Nothings is worse
Than hurt pride
If excessive lying was a sin
I would sure fry
In the event of my demise
These tears of joy
Are really tears of pain
Everything changed
It will never be the same
Master of disguise
Oh what a surprise
Shy little girl
With the pretty brown eyes
Concealing all my trouble
Everyday of my life
What the don't know is
How I hurt inside
and everyday I ask the Lord
Why lord Why?
Not really finished..
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