Inside the Mind of a Dreamer

Popsicles in the winter
Hot chocolate in the summer
I do it cuz I'm weird
Not because I'm dumber
Dnt mistake me for soft
I can kill u in my slumber (lyrically that is)
Wanna take a shot at me
 get in line take a number
Many people want me  6ft under
But I emerge victorious
I'm such a girl wonder
That's why I have my name
My thoughts are hard to tame
Always flowing through my brain
Not necessarily bad
Or necessarily good
I'm just tryna figure out
How to stay away from the hood
I wanna make money to have excess
Success is my main life goal
I dnt wanna make money to survive
That routinie gets old and cold
Way to quickly
I'm wanna do things
So ppl never forget me
Always in memory
Always in hearts
Thats how I want it to be
When I part
To be apart
Anything involving ever lasting memories
I want people to smile
Eveytime they think of me
Whether I'm dead and gone
Or on they're ringtone
I want to encouarage peace
For atleast someone to get along
With a smile on my face everytime I see you
I want a child to say
When I grow up I wanna be you
So I can tell them don't be me
You can do much better
They say how
I say "in time you shall see"
When ur rich and successful and emerge victoriously
And when i shall perish
That child looks up in the sky
And says It was hard to be better than u
But with determination I tried
And I emerged victoriously just like u said
And I will inspire others to do better
Before my demise
Those are just dreams
Who knows if they'll come true
Failed dreams and hopes
Everyone suffers from a few
My hopes are to make mines happen
No matter what I have to do

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